| Location | Halifax |
| Age | 37 years |
| Cause of Death | Overdose |
| Date of Birth | 09/12/1966 |
| Date of Death | 02/11/2004 |
| Visitors | 1,353 since 18/12/2007 |
| Creator |
adam maude died 2 november 2004 aged 38 unemployed he lived in halifax he had 2 brothers 3 sisters he had 5 children and one grandson drug overdose adam never let enyone no how he felt or what he was thinking we were the 2 youngest of six children so we were very close i even new when he was working towards my front door he used to look at me and say you no dont you nadine he never seemed realy happy with life but he strugled along i miss him so much i feel like its a dream still i just wish i would wake up i just think could i have helped him when he was feeling low he would turn up with a lost look was he trying to reach out i will never no and it hurts will the pain ever go.
Hiya, been thinking about you alot today, more than usual.
Maybe because everything is going wrong and I wish you were here.
Loveyou always. Paulette -x
A lovely dad poem that i saw and thought of my best friend paulette who i know misses her dad loads :o)
I know this is exactly the kind of poem paulette would want her dad to see xxx
Dad, some days I hear your voice
and turn to see your face;
Yet in my turning...it seems
the sound has been erased.
Dad, who will I turn to for answers
when life does not make sense;
Who will be there to hold me close
when the pieces just don't fit.
Oh, Dad, if I could turn back time
and once more hear your voice;
I'd tell you that out of all the dads
you would still be my choice.
Please always know I love you
and no one can take your place;
Years may come and go
but your memory will never be erased.
Today, Jesus, as You are listening
in your home above;
Would you go and find my dad
and give him all my love.
well it been 5 years now adam and there has not been a day go bye that a havent thu about u missing u loads xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Hiya again.. Got my G.C.S.E results, they were as bad as I thought they would be.. But I tried my best. Got 1 B, 1 C and the rest D's, Just thought I'd let you know. Bye for now. Loveyou xx
hiya adam am just sittin thinking of you and nidine aye miss u both so much dont no wot to say on here lol just a love u both so much and miss u both more wish u were here u wud no wot to say to me since u went a feel like there is no1 a can talk to coz u were allways here 4 me and new wot to say some 1 trashed nidine grave the other week it gutted me love u both more then ever xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
With love from Paulette
Hello Dad, Even though I was told the reason of your death, I couldn't truly believe it, but know i have seen it in black and white, It was a shock to my system for the second time.
It makes me so sad that i didn't know you as-well as I should of, this did not make it any easier which one would think, in a way a bit worse.. because they are a lot of "what if's and questions" I think about everyday!
My mum always reminds me of how much I look like you.. which really cheers me up, at least I've got something of you with me :)
I go to the spiritualist church every week hoping maybe you will leave me a message, maybe one day you will..
I get my G.C.S.E results in just 12 days which i am soo worried about.. which you should know I tell you nearly everyday :).. I hope your sending lots of luck, I sure do need it!!
Iv'e got a photo of you at the bottom of my bed which nanna gave to me, I look at it alot.
I really do miss you even tho, I don't realy know what i'm missing out on. I go to your memorial grave alot now.. on fathers day I laid a stone for you, which i hope you like, is says dad on.
I was thinking of that time when we were trying to work out how to hold the cornet the other day.. I still have it and it makes me laugh every time i see it.. I stopped playing not long after the time the came because i could not get the hang of it, at all :).
I canot believe its been 5 years in November, so much has happened since then, it has gone so fast.
No one knows how i really feel about your death, am hopeing you do. As I am getting older, life down here is getting harder and harder, I really hope your alot happier up there. I am not sure if i believe in life after death yet.. i am still trying to decide by goin to the spiritualist church and stuff, I really do hope so, because I would love to see you again.
I'm going to come back and chat again to you on here as it has cheered me up a little, in the hope of you knowing what i have wrote.
I love you so much. Your ever loving Daughter, Paulette xx
miss you
hi adam well its allmost midnight thought i would bring it in with you HAPPY NEW YEAR ADAM NADINE XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
sorry
adam i sould have been with you yesturday i dont no why i could not do it but you dont need to be told how much you are loved and missed i just find it easy somedays and not so easy most of the time love you so much it really hurts god bless you little brother nadine xxxxxxxxxxxxx
hi adam x x x stay close to those who luv and miss u x x x
Good friends are forever
good friends are for keeps
when I see your name
my heart skips and leaps ♥
♥´*•.¸(*•.¸ ♥ ¸.•*´)¸.•*´´* ´*•.¸♥
Whether pen pal on computer
or I can daily hug you
you are my friend
for what is inside you ♥
♥´*•.¸(*•.¸ ♥ ¸.•*´)¸.•*´´* ´*•.¸♥
For my part I see that
this friendship has grown
to something imbedded deep
like I’ve never known ♥
♥´*•.¸(*•.¸ ♥ ¸.•*´)¸.•*´´* ´*•.¸♥
I look forward to seeing
your name everyday
if only for a moment
it is just to say 'Hey' ♥
♥´*•.¸(*•.¸ ♥ ¸.•*´)¸.•*´´* ´*•.¸♥
Whether my day is
lonely or full
that one small word
my heart you pull ♥
♥´*•.¸(*•.¸ ♥ ¸.•*´)¸.•*´´* ´*•.¸♥
Through the computer
these words I send
to let you know
you are my FRIEND♥
♥´*•.¸(*•.¸ ♥ ¸.•*´)¸.•*´´* ´*•.¸♥
hi nadine x x x have a lovely day thinking of you luv always angie x x x
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